I am now done feeling sorry for myself about not being at that party BUT I can't shake the feeling of...it's hard to find the words.

As a child you can feel kinda often that things are unfair and can be upset about and it is ok.
As an adult you can also feel like alot of things are unfair BUT you can't be upset just cuz. As an adult you have to look at the situation and ask yourself WHY you are upset. It sucks...

So why did I get upset and sad?

I think that I do have the answer but I am so tired of it that I don't want to think about it or admit to it.

I got upset and sad because I feelt left out.

I wonder why I am not good enough to get invited to that party.

I want to be apart of something that other people are apart of.

I don't like feeling this way and today the weather dosen't help.

This is the reason I stoped having facebook. Now, do I have to stoop having instagram as well?

This week I am off because my baby boy turns one and my mamma is visiting. I don't see my mamma that often. We live miles and miles and moles apart. A year ago she was here waiting with us for the baby that was at this point 8 days over due...that w...

Well I kinda know how, I had sex, became pregnant and now almost a year later...here I am! It's about 20 minutes past 6 and I am so not ready to get up out of my wonderful bed BUT my son is ready to get out of his. I can here it in the monitor. H...

The unknown, it's scary. It's like in all the scary movies...you're going about your day drinking a glass of orange juice and you close your refrigerator door and BOOM!...the unknown. That is what I was doing. I was going about my business, wor...

Jag hör hur det knäpper i plåttaken och känner kvavheten i skuggan, här kommer värmen! Det sägs att det ska bli en sommar som liknar den vingade förra året...det vill inte jag ha! Min lilla man har dessutom åkt på en liten förkylning så vi får se h...

I feel like I am left outside in the cold. People are invited to a party but I never got an invite. I guess that I'm not considered a friend and at the same time I am ok with that BUT I feel silly that I invited that person to my party... It is ha...