Direktlänk till inlägg 2 augusti 2014
Can't even explain how this heat has been slowly taking it's toll me.
I am sssoooo pregnant... It feels like everything just swells in this wonderful heat.
I'm heavy, my back hurts, I'm sweaty, moody and in a little bit of a panic.
I haven't felt like my self for weeks but that is what heat does to most people.
Today is one of the cooler days...Thank the lord.
Even though it's been hard these past few week have been lovely.
My best friend came to visit us with her lovely family.
We stayed in our house out on the country side. It felt cooler there. Closer to water.
It was a wonderful week having them here.
On thursday the same week more people came, my father, aunt and cousin came to say with us.
And my oldest brother and his family stayed at our apartment.
Why so many people?
Well my other brothers daughter got baptized that friday. So almost the whole family was here. It was a good time.
And guess what!
On saturday I got a surprise baby shower :) JOY!!!!!
I am a hard person to surprise, so when people succeed I love it:)
It was a HOT but wonderful baby shower.
I felt so much love.
I can't believe that our baby is almost here. Less than two months...
It's scary. I am scared. I wanted this, I looooonged for this but now that it's getting so close I am freaking out.
The moment I realized I was pregnant I changed my life style to make sure that our baby would grow and be healthy. So far so good.
But once it comes out in to the real world it really begins.
Do I know how to be a mother?
Do I have what it takes to love my child unconditionally?
When I take a look around our bedroom I can see that we are already making room for our new addition and sometimes, only sometimes, I get overwhelmed.
I know it's normal to feel this way but it feels wrong at the same time.
I wouldn't want it any other way but that doesn’t make it less scary.
This week I am off because my baby boy turns one and my mamma is visiting. I don't see my mamma that often. We live miles and miles and moles apart. A year ago she was here waiting with us for the baby that was at this point 8 days over due...that w...
Well I kinda know how, I had sex, became pregnant and now almost a year later...here I am! It's about 20 minutes past 6 and I am so not ready to get up out of my wonderful bed BUT my son is ready to get out of his. I can here it in the monitor. H...
The unknown, it's scary. It's like in all the scary movies...you're going about your day drinking a glass of orange juice and you close your refrigerator door and BOOM!...the unknown. That is what I was doing. I was going about my business, wor...
Jag hör hur det knäpper i plåttaken och känner kvavheten i skuggan, här kommer värmen! Det sägs att det ska bli en sommar som liknar den vingade förra året...det vill inte jag ha! Min lilla man har dessutom åkt på en liten förkylning så vi får se h...
I am now done feeling sorry for myself about not being at that party BUT I can't shake the feeling of...it's hard to find the words.As a child you can feel kinda often that things are unfair and can be upset about and it is ok.As an adult you can als...
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