Today I got up at 8.00am and went to the gym to work out and that I did.
I have been doing it for about 3months and I sometimes wonder why I am doing it. I don't feel different and I don't look different.
I have gained weight and not lost any...I get soooooo frustrated.
I get myself to the gym about 3 times a week and I am in constant motion.
Now I am going to cut back on sweets and snacking but it is not easy. Cause I love it.
I knew that the body changes after a pregnancy but I was not prepared somehow.
I miss my old body, believe it or not.
Isn't funny not in a "hahaha,that is soooo funy" but a "life bites you in the ass".
It feels like it is karma.

I wonder often what it's all for, the working out and giving up the things you love

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